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The week I almost quit. What stopped me wasn't motivation.
It was a $12 charge on my card — the renewal for the domain I'd registered when the idea first hit. Twelve dollars. That's all it took.
A one-person journal from the messy middle — real revenue numbers, failed launches, quiet wins, and everything the case studies skip.
247 makers reading weekly
the ones that didn't trend
Mostly from people I texted. Here's what I'd change about the page, the timing, and the headline I was too scared to use.
Read entryI ran two versions for three weeks. Version B looked cleaner. Version A converted 34% better. The data was uncomfortable.
Read entryThree users asked for it. Zero used it after launch. The sunk-cost conversation I had with myself at 11 p.m. on a Tuesday.
Read entryEvery dollar felt different. The gap between zero and one is not the same gap as one to ten. This is what that felt like.
Read entry"The numbers are public not because I'm proud of them — but because I needed to see them myself."
Monthly MRR snapshots, unfiltered and annotated.

this is real. feb 2026.
MRR: $847 · ARR run rate: $10,164
$847
First month I didn't check the dashboard every 20 minutes.
$735
One tweet. One spike. Then back to normal.
$446
Holiday churn. Expected it. Still stung.
$480
The pricing change finally kicked in.
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It was a $12 charge on my card — the renewal for the domain I'd registered when the idea first hit. Twelve dollars. That's all it took.
I asked them one question: "What problem were you trying to solve when you found this?" The answers broke my product description into pieces.
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The silence after a launch is its own kind of data. Here's what I did with it instead of refreshing the analytics tab for the 40th time.
"Nobody tells you the hardest part isn't the code or the copy — it's sending the email when you're not sure anyone's reading."
Issue #31 · Jan 26, 2026
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A 24-page PDF covering the 8 mistakes I made getting to my first 1,000 email subscribers — with the exact copy, timing, and distribution channels I should have used instead.